Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Everything all of the time


I have tended to neglect sing soul sing this last semester. Often I only use it as a place to vent, or to write pure crap. It was something that I was once (what now feels like years ago) inspired to write in everyday. Fuck I wish it was that easy.

Things that i would have gladly written about - music movies and the such - no longer 'do' anything for me.


A lot of the things I have been passionate about this year have all be packed tightly away and sucked into a big black mass of nothingness.


Its been hard for me to distinguish if something does make me happy, or if its just an inbuilt reaction.


I hate nothingness and meaninglessness almost more then i hate being numb.



Saturday, November 24, 2007

"In darkness a light shines
On me.
In darkness a light shines
On you.
Oh what'd I say?!
Oh, but sister in our darkness a light shines!
(Oh what'd I say?!)
And all I ever want to say for the rest of my life,
(Oh What'd I say!)
Is how the light is GOD!
(Our Lord is come!)
And through I've been mistaken on this or that point,
That light is God."