wisdom hurts

i am sitting here now in pure bliss, thanks to a little blue tube called bonjela......mmmmm.
Yes wisdom does rather hurt.
When you know something is not going to happen for a while, yet every inch of you wishes it would....bugger its hard.
Its fantastic when it happens to others, and i am so so very happy for those people. Yet a tiny bit of me always gets a bit sad and sorry for myself. I hate myself for that, because it is such a minority of me that feels it.
I know everything happens in Gods time....but i am on a different time wave then him it feels often.
I know all that and thats what makes it so so very hard.

'Oh, let me warn you, sisters in Jerusalem,

by the gazelles, yes, by the wild dear:

Don't excite love, don't stir it up, untill the time is ripe - and you're ready.'

Song of songs 2:7

The Message

What a bitch of a verse.

Wisdom hurts....