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Everytime in the last week that i have come on here, or anywhere in that case, to write, there has been nothing.

I am feeling pretty burnt out. I think thats what it is.

The last few weeks have been an emotional rollercoster, filled with tripping, flying and every thing in between. It feels like i have been about to jump out of a plane with no parachute.

I hate being at home at the moment. I feel like my head is going to explode whenever i hear the front door open and its family.

I am constantly tired, but lay awake for what feels like an age, before finally dropping off.

It feels like my lines are bleeding, and soon there wont be any of me left.

Tonight tonight
Smashing pumkins

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe that life can change
That youre not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

And you know youre never sure
But your sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe in the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe theres not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, well feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you
tonight